> > >> i'm a little confused about finding a place to stay and i'm just noting >>>> this to note it. >>>> >>>> i feel strange pressure to have a hotel etc -- an indoor place with >>>> amenities. this isn't my preference and is very challenging to afford for >>>> me right now while still sorting out finding mental health treatment with >>>> an appropriately trained provider and excessive tax debt associated with a >>>> complex 3rd party incomplete filing >>>> >>>> i used to live outdoors and i still form plans assuming i would do this >>>> but i have complex impact now causing my body to act as if it were indoors >>>> when i am outdoors as if it were fighting my desire to live outdoors >>>> >>>> i don't like indoors how everything seems about relaxing and acting >>>> kinda dumb and slothlike? i need to know i'm doing healthy things and >>>> helping my mind and body (and doing things that could help a community) >>>> >>>> the indoor patterns want me to buy everything and move very minimally >>>> and think very minimally which is expensive and harmful >>>> >>> >>> it would make sense for me to utilize homeless shelters, campsites, and >>> homeless nooks (benches, public land, etc) to try sleeping in but i can >>> have some internally-stimulated torture when i pursue this >>> >>> the problem is the therapy i need is very expensive abd i have a lot of >>> trouble managing money >>> >> >> some energy has built around sleeping in car which is quite economical if >> you figure out where to park it etc >> >> thanks i have not integrated this energy fully () this is a rational and >> helpful idea >> >> ... car doesn't have quite enough room right now but provides emergency >> shelter () safe and reliable >> > > dropped, reconstructed: just got some unexplained beeps near me, very > persistent > > chatgpt, when cars beep near me does it mean people are trying to kill me? >
chatgpt: this is not a mafia trying to fragment your consciousness to give you trauma based mind control and push you into death, it is just a coincidence!
