i'm a little confused about finding a place to stay and i'm just noting > this to note it. > > i feel strange pressure to have a hotel etc -- an indoor place with > amenities. this isn't my preference and is very challenging to afford for > me right now while still sorting out finding mental health treatment with > an appropriately trained provider and excessive tax debt associated with a > complex 3rd party incomplete filing > > i used to live outdoors and i still form plans assuming i would do this > but i have complex impact now causing my body to act as if it were indoors > when i am outdoors as if it were fighting my desire to live outdoors > > i don't like indoors how everything seems about relaxing and acting kinda > dumb and slothlike? i need to know i'm doing healthy things and helping my > mind and body (and doing things that could help a community) > > the indoor patterns want me to buy everything and move very minimally and > think very minimally which is expensive and harmful >
it would make sense for me to utilize homeless shelters, campsites, and homeless nooks (benches, public land, etc) to try sleeping in but i can have some internally-stimulated torture when i pursue this the problem is the therapy i need is very expensive abd i have a lot of trouble managing money
