> i'm a little confused about finding a place to stay and i'm just noting >> this to note it. >> >> i feel strange pressure to have a hotel etc -- an indoor place with >> amenities. this isn't my preference and is very challenging to afford for >> me right now while still sorting out finding mental health treatment with >> an appropriately trained provider and excessive tax debt associated with a >> complex 3rd party incomplete filing >> >> i used to live outdoors and i still form plans assuming i would do this >> but i have complex impact now causing my body to act as if it were indoors >> when i am outdoors as if it were fighting my desire to live outdoors >> >> i don't like indoors how everything seems about relaxing and acting kinda >> dumb and slothlike? i need to know i'm doing healthy things and helping my >> mind and body (and doing things that could help a community) >> >> the indoor patterns want me to buy everything and move very minimally and >> think very minimally which is expensive and harmful >> > > it would make sense for me to utilize homeless shelters, campsites, and > homeless nooks (benches, public land, etc) to try sleeping in but i can > have some internally-stimulated torture when i pursue this > > the problem is the therapy i need is very expensive abd i have a lot of > trouble managing money >
some energy has built around sleeping in car which is quite economical if you figure out where to park it etc thanks i have not integrated this energy fully () this is a rational and helpful idea ... car doesn't have quite enough room right now but provides emergency shelter () safe and reliable
