On Sun, Jul 20, 2025 at 12:40 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One Victim & Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: > > On Sun, Jul 20, 2025 at 12:36 PM Undescribed Horrific Abuse, One > Victim & Survivor of Many <[email protected]> wrote: > > > > > > > > > trauma boss [translated hypnotized worker prophet]: "greetings! It is > > > > I again, Trauma Boss! I have given myself a new name to help you > > > > understand your experience and recover a little better. I am the > > > > terrifying cause of your incomprehensible shattered experience, but I > > > > am participating in a mediation session with you and will not be > > > > vivisecting and torturing you today. I stead, I am wearing a clown > > > > suit, with a toilet ok my head! This is an outfit I have practiced > > > > wearing in an attempt to give more comfort to the survivors who > > > > thank--full-y... whew I mean thank...ful...ly ... uh .. survived the > > > > horrors that -- > > > > > > > > hypnotized worker prophet sips a cup of coffee (arms raised in > > > > prophecy) a little while they wait for their eyes and vision to > > > > reconverge > > > > > > trauma boss [ > > > > hypnotized worker prophet is actually on a unicycle and spends a bit > > unicycling into a wall noisily as if oblivious that walls prevent > > travel, but cheerfully and without injury they also take out a party > > bag that looks gorgeous and vomit into it violently but daintily with > > no mess nor suffering, and expertly discard it with a dashing flair > > > > trauma boss [translated by hypnotized worker prophet]: "you may find > > that when you think certain things about me you suddenly forget who > > you are, or find yourself teleported elsewhere doing something else, > > or have something take over your body and beat you up --- so, first of > > all, _please be careful thinking those things_. Please please take > > them slower and gentler than you ever possibly can, so you don't > > trigger the parts of you I beat into working for my own fears, into > > hurting you more, as much as possible. (I know that sounds hard but it > > can slowly get easier!)" > > something that helped me with one thing was to feel out a time window > that was okay, like half a second, and then only consider thinking > something for that time window, and then wait a long time before > trying again if it was ok
trauma boss [translated by hypnotized worker prophet]: "so, yeah, the reason you have memory problems around me, is because I don't want to go to prison, and i was very very mean and that was very very wrong of me to be so mean! omigod! OK umm I know it doesn't make sense that because I don't want to go to prison, you would have memory problems around me, bu
