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Jacob Appelbaum allegedly intimidated victims into silence and anonymity

Dell Cameron

June 7, 2016

This story contains graphic details of alleged sexual assault.

In the wake of programmer Jacob Appelbaum’s abrupt departure from the Tor 
Project, rumors and accusations about both sexual misconduct and bullying have 
surfaced that extend back years.

Appelbaum was suspended without pay for two weeks from the Tor Project in March 
2015 as a result of an internal complaint filed against him due to harassing 
behavior toward other employees, according to sources within the Tor Project.

Now, four witnesses—including a current senior Tor employee—are stepping 
forward into the public eye, adding valuable insight into how Appelbaum 
allegedly intimidated those around him to keep accusations of sexual misconduct 
secret and pressure those who are speaking out to remain anonymous.

Appelbaum, who has worked closely with the likes of WikiLeaks founder Julian 
Assange and former NSA contractor Edward Snowden, became a prominent face of 
Tor in the last decade as he worked as a public advocate and occasional hacker 
for the Tor Project. Tor is a powerful U.S. government-funded anonymity 
software that protects the identity and location of its users. It’s used by a 
wide range of people including human rights activists, government employees, 
criminals, journalists, and dissidents in countries that impose online 
censorship and crack down on internet activity.

Glowing profiles by publications like Rolling Stone and Vice cemented his 
position as a 21st century political geek rock star. The cultural heights to 
which he rose make his fall all the more jarring for the community—and 
exacerbate the pressure to remain silent on those who claim to be his victims.

Late last week, a website was launched in which anonymous victims of 
Appelbaum’s alleged sexual misconduct joined together to post their stories in 
an effort to publicize them without a much-feared wave of personalized and 
professional backlash.

The stories are graphic and describe the ways Appelbaum allegedly assaulted 
people in public and in private. “Forest” writes that she woke up one night 
while platonically sharing a bed with Appelbaum to find her pants unzipped, his 
hands in her underwear and touching her vagina. "Sam" recounts an incident when 
Appelbaum allegedly pulled them into a bathtub with him after they repeatedly 
told him not to. “River” claims Appelbaum raped her in a room in front a group 
of his friends.

Three current Tor employees—two of whom agreed to be named on the record—have 
confirmed that they personally know the authors of the alleged victim 
statements on the site, JacobAppelbaum.net. Although they continue to maintain 
anonymity for the authors of the stories, these Tor employees are now publicly 
vouching for the site’s authenticity, which Appelbaum has called into question.

Andrea Shepard, a senior Tor developer, confirmed to the Daily Dot that she was 
in touch with at least one of the victims on the website several months ago. 
Alison Macrina, a Tor employee and advocate as well as the founder and director 
of the Library Freedom Project, also vouched for the authenticity of the 
anonymous victims’ statements.

“It’s related to something that started happening in earnest about three or 
four months ago,” Macrina said. “Which is simply that people stopped being 
afraid to talk to each other about Jake. That’s how I heard from some victims.”

Macrina, who also works for the Tor Project and travels the country educating 
librarians about privacy issues, said the site was established so that people 
would have a “safe way” to share their stories. “Those of us who can afford the 
exposure of backing them up publicly know their real identities and can vouch 
for them,” she said.

Appelbaum broke his silence on Monday, deriding the accounts of his former 
colleagues as “vague rumors.” It was an “attack,” he said, on his reputation, 
led by character-assassins spreading “vicious and spurious” allegations against 
him.

“I want to be clear,” Appelbaum wrote, “the accusations of criminal sexual 
misconduct against me are entirely false.”

Appelbaum’s representative, Claudia Tomassini, originally said his legal team 
was “working on an injunction against these monstrous and factually incorrect 
accusations.” A few hours later, she walked back that statement. The legal team 
is now “weighing all options,” Tomassini told the Daily Dot, “including such 
legal actions as may be appropriate.”

Four prominent members of the technology and security community talked to the 
Daily Dot about one incident that they say took place late last year.

“It was in December of last year,” technologist and developer Meredith L. 
Patterson said. “It was the day we arrived at CCC.”

CCC, or Chaos Communication Congress, is an annual conference where many of the 
world’s top technical minds gather to discuss internet privacy, freedom, and 
security. As the public face of Tor, Appelbaum has been a fixture of the 
conference for many years.

Patterson was sitting in the lobby of the Radisson Blu, which stood next door 
to the conference hall, with fellow developer TQ Hirsch, Shepard, and security 
specialist Emerson Tan. All four confirmed the following events to the Daily 
Dot.

“Jake came into the lobby with two or three other men and a young woman who was 
obviously a little bit inebriated,” Tan told the Daily Dot. “She didn’t look 
entirely happy and over the course of the next five minutes, I observed Jake 
grabbing her arm, very forcible attempts to kiss her—there is royally, very 
obviously a very negative reaction to that, she actually squirmed to get away.”

“Most of Jake’s attention was focused on some girl who was somewhat shorter 
than he was,” Hirsch said. “She was cornered against the bar, looking around I 
presumed to try to find an escape route or for someone she could get the 
attention of.”

No one from this group of four knew who this woman was, but they all claim the 
woman was rejecting Appelbaum’s alleged advances. Even while she was trying to 
avoid Appelbaum, they said, the woman was looking for her bag somewhere in the 
lobby. Unwilling to leave without it and all the possessions inside, the woman 
was stuck searching while Appelbaum allegedly continued to touch her.

“Jake is obviously ratcheting up the pressure,” Tan said of the scene. “He 
reaches around her backside, makes a groping move around her breast. At this 
point it’s obvious this is not good.”

“Emerson is like, ‘Is he actually doing that? What the hell?’” Patterson 
recalled. “He gets up and walks across the bar. I stayed seated as did the 
other people I was with. I saw him physically interpose himself between Jake 
and this girl.”

Tan recalled exactly what he did after putting himself between Appelbaum and 
the woman.

“I went up there and shook his hand, congratulated very fully on what a 
brilliant job he was doing on the Tor Project, standing up for the people, and 
all this stuff that was actually bollocks,” Tan said. “That gave her 30 seconds 
to a minute and a half to retrieve her bag and then go.”

Tan said afterwards he spoke briefly with the woman. He asked if she wanted to 
file a police report, but she was unwilling. She left the hotel before any of 
the witnesses learned who she was. The incident was never reported to police or 
to the Tor Project.

“I talked to [the people with Appelbaum that night], and they just wrote it off 
as the great man doing his thing,” Shepard said. “Getting any of them to report 
anything, even the victim, was just impossibly hard because you don't do that 
to heroes.”

“Probably the most shocking thing out of all this is that people stand around 
and watch this happen and they don’t say a fucking thing,” Tan said. “People 
see it happen and they don’t care. There appears to be a serious problem of 
getting anyone to actually report it and no one seems willing to say anything.”

Appelbaum’s behavior at CCC caused another prominent member of the security 
community, technologist Nick Farr, to write a blog post on June 5 accusing 
Appelbaum of bullying tactics during the conference.

Both Tan and Patterson acknowledged that this sort of problem happens 
elsewhere, but Tan focused in specifically on the problems within the hacker 
community. The prevalent anti-authoritarian and anti-law enforcement attitudes 
make it particularly difficult to go after the alleged predators, he said.

“A lot of these women are absolutely terrified because so much of their 
identity revolves around what they’re doing and their activism,” Tan argued. 
“They’re terrified of saying anything and of going to authorities because they 
face immediate social ostracization for doing so. He’s found a perfect place to 
hang out because he knows the chances of them lodging a criminal complaint or 
of him facing prosecution is almost zero. Which is kind of terrible.”

Macrina also claims that she’s witnessed Appelbaum “use frightening methods to 
extract information from people when he feels criticized.” “When people started 
talking about his behavior a few months ago, he began this relentless 
interrogation to find out who was ‘behind' it,” Macrina said. “The truth was, 
many people were talking.” When Appelbaum learned “who he thought his culprits 
were,” Macrina claims he began to intimidate them into silence.

“He has real knack for convincing people that what he’s done to them is 
actually fine,” she said.

According to a 2016 study of 200 women in technology, 60 percent have faced 
unwanted sexual advances, and of those, 65 percent came from a superior. One in 
three women in the technology industry feel unsafe because of incidents at 
work. The Geek Feminism wiki keeps a timeline of sexism in the tech industry, 
and recent past is littered with discouraging stories:  Developer and designer 
Julie Ann Horvath was vilified by numerous individuals in the industry after 
speaking up about sexism at GitHub back in 2014. High-profile venture 
capitalist and former Reddit CEO Ellen Pao, who lost her case claiming gender 
discrimination against former employers, had her personal details exposed and 
life severely disrupted by targeted abuse online.

The recent case of Brock Turner, the Stanford student who sexually assaulted an 
unconscious woman behind a dumpster, is a reminder that even when women speak 
out publicly, the punishment does not always appear to fit the crime. Turner 
was given six months in jail, a sentence that's sparked national outcry.

In a white male-dominated technology industry, stories of sexism, racism, and 
harassment are commonplace. Although companies and conferences are making 
efforts to improve representation and fix a culture where harassment is 
accepted, it remains pervasive.

Tan has a message he wants to send out to any other potential victims: “What is 
important now is, if you are a victim, do not be afraid. You are not alone. 
There are people who will support you.”

If you are a victim of sexual assault or want more information on sexual 
assault, contact the Rape, Abuse & Incest National Network at 1-800-656-HOPE 
(4673). If you are a victim of domestic abuse or want more information on 
domestic violence and resources for victims, contact the National Domestic 
Violence Hotline online or at 1-800-799-SAFE (7233). 
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