for a friend who died badly and others https://youtu.be/DjtF6EnDVJQ video not on this plateau within this cave upon this cliff UP in the valley DOWN in th e valley up in the MOUNTAIN down in the MOUNTAIN plateau or desert or fire or fl ood of fire or mountain of water FLOODwhen the lamps go out in our bodies, when the lamps go out in our bodies, when the lamps go out in our bodies, WHAT WILL Y OU SEE, WHAT WILL YOU SEE taking when where farther, i see the recession of THIS AND EVERY OTHER WORLD, the dark gray, the darker gray, the DARKEST OF THAT COLO R i can breathe again thank you nurses and doctors i can hardly breathe in the icu it's dirty cause it's covid cause it eats away at mind and body cause it's brain -fog causse it's there and nnot there cause it can't be bothered cause it's not a state or condition or illness cause it's the world the world the world the wor ld the worldcause it's there and cause it's flat on my back cause it's my back c ause it's my mind flat on my mind cause it's mindful cause it's an earful and a mind fullcause it eats away at the groin cause it kills in the legs cause someth ing's over me something's under me cause it's a VAIL cause i can't escape it cau se it's you know what why where when how CAUSE YOU WANT THAT OUT OF OUT OF OUT O F YOUR MIND cause it happenedi wanna get off i wanna get off my murk plateau my station here's my station i want to get off before , want to get off before the event, before the EVENT, you are my name my marker, cause beneath above withinca use within cause within the dirtiness of death, CAUSE THAT NEVER SHOULD HAVE HAP PENED, cause we are ON THIS EARTH FOR NO PURPOSE AT ALL, cause WE ARE ON THIS EA RTH FOR NO PURPOSE WHATSOEVER CAUSE we do not hear each other cause there's noth ing to hear there's no hearing, no hereing, no here there, no there here, what i s YOU YOUR SPACE, cause THAT BROKEN LIMBS DEAD EYES I WILL JOIN YOU NOW i will n ot join you now i will not join you EVER not EVER EVER EVER not will i join you I WILL NOT JOIN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!because I COULD NOT HELP YOU because I CAN'T HELP ANYONE because THERE'S NO HELP FOR ME because WEEPING IS WET because WEEPI NG IS SALT and everywhere water and I AM NOT YOUR FLOOD it is useless to call na mes in this world, useless to call names IN ANY OTHER, useless to the OTHER, who will SEE MY DEAD EYES, useless, EXHAUSTED, small somewhere under THIS GRAY SKY there is a field, and somewhere within that FIELD there is a dark gray sky, the darkest of gray skies, the very darkest __ _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list [email protected] https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
[NetBehaviour] for a friend who died badly and others
Alan Sondheim via NetBehaviour Sun, 01 Sep 2024 20:22:47 -0700
