the healing of esoteric scratch erhu https://youtu.be/LkjifBgRr0w video eyes open as of this night, azure sleeping, i awake i MUST play quietly, the _scratch_ of the slow bow, bridge mute with folded tissue, not an issue, this darkened, the slightest deviation creates too much volume, this is tiptoe erhu to be sure, sound sour sound of a worm for a robin, the sound of my breathing sometimes difficult, i look - the very idea of a cure problematic for what are the boundaries of the returning gray sky, so this is the whispered calmness, the bow moved ever so slowly across our my dull consciousness the waves, murmurs, _music_ at the prior birth of language, of the language of Taut, that \edge / after eyes closed that \edge / prior as of last night / i wish i hd something to report, a night (better to report) of horros, unable to function, to wake, to sleep, to do anything, neural debris admixed with body plumbintg, things going wrong, things stalling, lost in a sea of pain, . wish i had better to report. if this is not long covid, what is, and what i read poiints to a certain trial of everything and too many pathways and confused information and often information generated by the suffers themselves, i almost wrote patients, but caretaking seems somewhat a troublesome thing other than lying around oh i did that last night w/ the full horror of wakefulness going nowhere, couldn't function, was gone before it came, hammers and anvils! hammers and anvials! * in a momoent will try something on the erhu to accompany this, haven't played it in a year or so,well not that i can remember and i remember only the not-i and (trrans)substantiation of the immicable. __ _______________________________________________ NetBehaviour mailing list [email protected] https://lists.netbehaviour.org/mailman/listinfo/netbehaviour
[NetBehaviour] the healing of esoteric scratch erhu
Alan Sondheim via NetBehaviour Wed, 03 Apr 2024 01:50:31 -0700
