On Sat, Jan 21, 2017 at 7:09 PM, Simon Quigley <[email protected]> wrote: > Kubuntu Council, > > I would like to start by apologizing. I would like to apologize not only for > not being here for the past couple of weeks, but for my conduct the day > before leaving. In this email, I would like to explain what I did, why I did > it, what I think of my actions now, and what I would like to do going > forward. > > Here’s what I did. I staged KDE Frameworks 5.30 after being told not to > (while not explicitly, if I recall correctly). The day that I left, I wanted > to give them a “going away surprise” (this is what I labeled it as). I > wanted to start the initial staging process of getting Frameworks 5.29 > prepared a few weeks before that, but we had hit some issues getting > Frameworks 5.28 in the archive so we decided to wait. I was frustrated that > Rik had staged Plasma 5.8.5 without saying anything in #kubuntu-devel. So my > reasoning for this was half assuming it would give me someone to point at > when people realized this and half assuming it would fix some issues that > Frameworks 5.28 had. > > Let me just say this with bold and underline: _*THIS WAS NOT RIGHT. THIS WAS > STUPID.*_ It was 10 PM and I was getting ready to go to bed when I pushed > this. It was a long day and I wasn’t feeling right, and it felt mischievous > and wrong. I fully acknowledge this was one of the more stupid things I’ve > done in my life. It’s not a mistake I can learn from, it’s not a mistake > that I can correct now, it was stupid, late night, ill-conceived thought. > It’s not like I planned each of the three screwups for weeks and weeks > before and decided to ruin everyone’s day. It was an impulsive decision. > > It’s not the first time I’ve done this, and I’m frustrated at myself. I > really am. Sometimes I make late night decisions and facepalm at it the day > after. I find myself trying to explain myself, and I can’t even find a > justification to justify it to myself (I was grabbing at straws when I was > explaining above, let’s be honest), which frustrates me because not being > able to explain my actions to myself makes me feel like I have a Chaos > Monkey[1] running in my head (no, not a chaotic monkey, it’s a program :P). > Most of the time I make rational, smart, thought-out decisions, but when I > get tired enough, the lack of development in the prefrontal cortex of my > brain really shines in the worst of ways. It causes me to burn bridges > instead of build them. And that’s what I feel happened this time. > > After I saw that my ninja status was revoked, I was frustrated. My little > internal Chaos Monkey had gotten the best of me again. This turned into > anger at myself then sadness. I was really sad that this had happened, but > it was justified. I did something bad, and I was going to have to face the > consequences. And it hurt, it really did. It still really hurts, now when I > want to go to the channel and do something, I have to remember my stupid > mistake and go through others to complete tasks, which reminds them of it > to. That really hurts, but I have to suck it up and deal with it, just like > every time I’ve done it before. > > All I can do now is ask for forgiveness. I am really really sorry. I > apologize to Rik for having to clean up the mess I made, and I apologize to > the Council for having to make this decision. But I would like to move > forward from this, and hopefully be able to start anew. I hope to be able to > prevent this from ever happening again by getting better sleep and getting > offline earlier in the evening. I will try my best to ensure that my bad > late-night judgement doesn’t get the best of me when working with Kubuntu > for a long time. > > Moving forward from this, I would like to propose a short-term plan as to > what I do in Kubuntu from this point on until my ninja access is restored. I > would like to work on the following projects, using pull requests/merge > proposals when necessary: > > 1. Get some solid development documentation. Something Valorie could follow > and understand (:P). This includes complete documentation describing how to > use KCI (I’ll need people to get me screenshots as I don’t have access to do > anything but read-only tasks…), development tools, our workflow, and any > other relevant documentation. > 2. Reorganize kubuntu-automation so we know exactly what does what and we > have some solid documentation as to how to use everything. I would also > finish writing unit tests and any other automated testing we could use to > ensure that everything always Just Works. > 3. Figure out what in the KCI code does what, either rewrite the majority > of it in a more efficient and readable language or get some solid > documentation for what code does what and documentation on contributing and > editing code. After I do this, I want to make sure once and for all that we > have kubuntu_stable branches working and buildable images (maybe even > autopkgtests to ensure that nothing breaks when we upload it to the > archive). One more thing for this item, we need to find a way to leave notes > on each one of the jobs and/or ignore it in KCI to finally get ALL of the > jobs working or bugs reported to get them working. > > Those are three elephants in the room that I really think we need to get > going to make the most use out of our tools. This will really help us in the > long run if this is documented very well. > > Again, I apologize. I realize what I did was a terrible decision, but I look > forward to working in the Kubuntu team for a long time to come, and I would > like to be able to make things right and solve any issues I may have caused. > Please let me know if there is anything specific I can do to earn ninja > status back besides knocking out those three big tasks and doing other > miscellaneous packaging tasks that may arise. > > Thank you for your time. > > [1] https://github.com/netflix/chaosmonkey > > -- > Simon Quigley > [email protected] > tsimonq2 on freenode and OFTC > 5C7A BEA2 0F86 3045 9CC8 > C8B5 E27F 2CF8 458C 2FA4 > > -- > Mailing list: https://launchpad.net/~kubuntu-council > Post to : [email protected] > Unsubscribe : https://launchpad.net/~kubuntu-council > More help : https://help.launchpad.net/ListHelp
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