Hi, First, if there's a culture problem in the project or not, sending messages to people they do not want to receive is not good. Of course you have your opinion, but your such behavior is not acceptable at any communities including outside of Debian. Please stop it.
Before talking, you should get counseling for a while since it seems that you have some cognitive troubles now. You'd be better to hear about your opinion and current your mind status from professional 3rd parties, not Debian. (If they say you're very healthy and good, then that's good. Don't you think so?) Without that, we cannot make a constructive conversation. As I said in my platform, "Be calm, stay cool, stay safe" - Hope you stay "cool" a bit with help from professionals, and you would to be able to a "contributor" to floss again. Life is short - to waste our time for fighting. Let's make more values for users. -- Hideki Yamane <henr...@iijmio-mail.jp>