> > >> one of my challenges these days is clean clothes >>> >>> without cash or cards it's xonfusing >>> >>> and i'm trying to stay away from my wifi phone because it's the most >>> hacked thing left in my life (then smart vehicle also an issue), and it >>> still is blatanfly messing with me and I have DID from that stuff which is >>> what human trafficking survivors have >>> >>> so it.s tense to use phone >>> >>
> >>> but my options for washing my clothes include: >>> - by hand with rocks or washboard somewhere, involces sneakiness and >>> extended physical exertion >>> - getting cash from crypto somehow, seeing if a device find cash exchange >>> - waiting and wearing the same clothes until my ID arrives, makes things >>> like appointments and buildings more psychologically challenging >>> i have a lot of shame around cleanliness associated with the >>> DID-causation >>> - asking for money or wash, begging for favor >>> - paying with device for wash using laundromats that let you pay with a >>> device >>> - finding work to make money, means succeeding at finding work (quickly, >>> but also helpful if slow too) >>> - using resources for the homeless to wash my clothes for free >>> - any other option >>> >>> most of these options have a big problem or concern held bigger than it >>> seems like makes sense. for some of them i am aware of the concern >>> appearing grounded in reality, for others i am not inmediately aware of why >>> the concern matters [like physical exertion] >>> >>> [but then if i push physical exertion i can get triggered and have >>> another rough w-- >>> >> > we should try _all the options all of them_ and show how tough and > resourceful we are :D:D:D > thinking: - it would match the goal of trying all to do _any of the approaches just once_ any at all with plan to do different one next (maybe if one is hard, we could do it just a smidge, then actually do laundry with another one after :D) - also, given having dirty clothes is one of the options, that means we're ok and even if we don't figure it out we're accomplishing one of the options! we'll be ok
