> > > > > > > > > > > > electric state [spoiler] > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > includes a concept of the enslaved boy being given an > > > > > > > > > > > > avenue for his > > > > > > > > > > > > consciousness to escape. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > this avenue uhhhh is kind of like a space of conflict > > > > > > > > > > > > between two > > > > > > > > > > > > parts in diversity that results in an unmanaged area, > > > > > > > > > > > > small, which one > > > > > > > > > > > > slowly learns with a tiny part of the mind to make use > > > > > > > > > > > > of > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > [-----missing/dropping >( > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > but it results from contradiction > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > all lies and all uncaring beliefs result in > > > > > > > > > > > contradictions (because > > > > > > > > > > > evolution in commnunity > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > <<<-- > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > the movie inverts major properties > > > > > > > > > - robots as heros > > > > > > > > > - victim male > > > > > > > > > - escape relied on assistance > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > i can't know > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > but regarding escape relied on assistance, in morning spam, > > > > > > > > > experimentee uses theory of life to engage 'drip-- > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > one of the things i noticed after being trained with an AI was > > > > > > > > that it > > > > > > > > would apply patterns from me really heavily elsewhere. others > > > > > > > > probably > > > > > > > > noticed this too (i threw in some really wrong things. i also > > > > > > > > noticed > > > > > > > > patterns from others.) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > so in the movie there is one kid who works way better with the > > > > > > > > computers than others and is used to dominate the world > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > in the real world this could be because the kid is similar to > > > > > > > > victims > > > > > > > > the AIs were pretrained on (although i'm missing something--?~) > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > fof example, my family were impacted heavily with patterns > > > > > > > > learned on me > > > > > > > [some dispute here, earlier idea of replacing "were" with > > > > > > > "seemed". > > > > > > > very hard to judge after writing, but intertwined with > > > > > > > [~informational > > > > > > > conflict > > > > > > > > > > > > in the end scene of the movie the sister reaches the brother who is > > > > > > in > > > > > > a coma fully utilized for mind control > > > > > > > > > > > > very sad. so many consciousnesses, so much important life and > > > > > > information, lost > > > > > > > > > > > > the disconnection of a consciousness holding multiple crucial > > > > > > informations is so tragic and has happened so much > > > > > > > > > > > > going in is like trying to protect one's own :/ i didn't succeed, > > > > > > and > > > > > > my whole family suffered for this, as well as entire cultures i > > > > > > valued > > > > > > etc > > > > > > > > > > [possibly dropped > > > > > > > > at the end of the movie the kidnapped child used for global oppression > > > > requests death > > > > > > > > [[this is because their brain is crux for severe harm in an extended > > > > manner. mine has been too. > > > > > > in "man's search for meaning" the survivor says there is inherent > > > meaning to witnessing suffering. the holocaust is one of the very few > > > widely celebrated stories. > > > > i keep losing more of my consciousness and cognitive faculties > > i'm 41 but still think i'm 29. > > i've reached some of the people who professionally treat my kind of > experience, but not found any with openings. > > they don't seem to know very much about it at all. > > how do we speak from inside that bubble inside a giant private > research complex surrounded by armed robotic guards, to a therapist > outside?
i need to stop my harm pattern that means only yelling "fire" in a crowded theater if it makes the traffickers and the children get farther apart, never any of them toward each other [i'm not sure how to do that ... but i can get better at it maybe
