> so some of the criticism energy around/inside me atm releates to > things that are technologically soudn and real, vs those that are not > > i spend a lot of time these years engaging technological fantasy, > because part of me has worked very very hard to prevent me having > skills and effectiveness. the fantasy is nicer and more helpful -- it > lets me defend part of my skillset so long as i don't use it
but i do try to do real things to, i just have to kind of approach it sneakily and keep it small and rare and uncertain
